A Hummingbird, the Glory of God....and a White Mocha

So....one morning last week, I found myself in the rolling hills of Laguna Niguel with an hour or so to kill. I spied a park and decided to do my quiet time outside instead of in my car. And of course...any early morning errand calls for a yummy white mocha! :-)

I found myself a picnic bench in the middle of a hill with grass and trees and sat down. I'm so thankful for technology. I was able to listen to some great worship songs via my phone whilst sitting in the middle of a beautiful park.
Lately, there have been some difficult situations going on in my family. People I love so much are hurting so badly. They are walking through some dark nights right now. As I prayed, one of my favorite songs came on. This is the song....press play and continue reading.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Up4KFBG2wWc&feature=related

The chorus;


Jesus Christ, shine into our night
drive our dark away, till Your glory fills our eyes
Jesus Christ, shine into our night
Bind us to Your cross, where we find life


Suddenly, a hummingbird showed up in front of me. I watched him as he flitted in the grass...fully expecting him to fly away any second....as hummingbirds don't stay in one place too long, and there were no flowers to be seen at all. But this hummingbird continued to 'dance' in front of me....up from the grass..then coming towards me..about 5ft away showing me his beautiful green chest...then back down to the grass....and then back close to me...this went on for the entire 5 minute song. Right in front of me!! I kept expecting it to fly away....but it didn't. And as the song ended...he flew to the right of me...then up into a tree, landing for a few seconds...then as the last note of the song played.....he flew away. And I broke down and cried and cried.

Now, mind you, I'm not one to see Jesus' face in the melted butter on my toast. As a matter of fact, because of my weak faith, I fail to see the glory of God everyday.

But this? This was God. No doubt. He brought that hummingbird to dance just for me while listening to just that song, on just that morning when my heart was hurting so badly....to remind me that He is here. He loves me. Nothing is random. He is still on the throne and that everything that seems so out of control??...He has in complete control. Even the smallest hummingbird. Reminding me that it's at the cross where life is found. To remind me that this is not all there is. That Christ secured eternal life for me on that cross and I am on a journey home. And that although we live in a broken world with broken flawed people and so much pain....there are also beautiful joys He has given us. Hummingbirds. Love. Marriage. Babies. Sunsets. Sunrises. Parties. Weddings. Delicious foods. Friendships. Rain. White mochas. How amazingly kind He is considering that all this mess is our own fault. I was reminded there will be an end to the sorrow and tears. That He is coming back to restore this terribly broken world. That someday I will look into the eyes of Christ...and for the first time feel perfect peace. Wow. And to remind me.....until that day...I need to be Preaching2Myself the amazing Good News of Jesus Christ.